I literally just told [lied to] my therapist today that taking into account the feelings of anxiety that emerge when I’m running late is indeed an effective tool to hold myself accountable to be more on time. And yet I literally just ran to my shift today eek.
Had a cute weekend with my friend and some of her girlfriends over in Topanga to celebrate in honor of her birthday, and soon-to-be-going away party. Some antics ensued, and we made friends with a tarantula visitor.
I received some ‘interesting news’ from my birthgiver. Which I’m *definitely* not resentful or upset about. It’s not like we haven’t been no contact for three consecutive months or anything like that.
Stomach has been doing some fun tricks today. Is it gastritis? Food poisoning? A virus??? Who knows!!! I will spare the gnarly details, but not fun.
Eating has been so weird lately. I feel like I don’t know how to listen to her cues (her being my stomach.) I am sure there is a link to sleep, caffeine, meal times, but i still cannot out my finger on it 😵
There may have been a dicey parking situation right as I was parking on Mateo today! (right which may or may not have involved a few ding dings to the car directly in front and behind me.) But luckily there were no witnesses. So who’s to say!
I need to get right with my Fulbright people, it seems that I may in fact be emailing some peeps at 1am this evening, which is 10am in Berlin, according to my very scientific Apple “World Clock” research.
~Feeling a little nutso right now! Hopefully this will settle~
𝒻𝓎𝒾 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓀
B.R.E.A.T.H.E. I.N. – B.R.E.A.T.H.E. O.U.T.
I ᑕᗩᑎ’丅 ᗪᗴᗩᒪ
Another anecdote which I’d like to share with the class is that that that Bunny Is A Rider has been stuck in my head consistently for the past few days. And so naturally I had to listen to it today…
later that night…
i sat m*rc m*r*n at my restaurant tonight, and apparently it’s a noob mistake to say “OH I LIKE UR SHOW.” i simply was impulsive and could not help myself.
I also have a work crush 💕 which i most definitely will be keeping on the down low to me, myself, & i. i am manifesting and wishing that we will all soon have crushes.
this week is brief, not much else to say, but i wish you all a Merry week.